I Shouldn't Have Looked

But I did. I have no idea why I torture myself. $1,300.00 is all that is standing between me and my souls home. I could book it but then I'd be 6 nights away from being homeless and jobless and friendless. So not a wise choice. 

Besides, I'm barely settled into my new "home" and I do love them. 

But Oahu, I miss you. 

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