Yes, I am an Oddball.

I'm sorry about the break in posting, I honestly haven't really had much to say to anyone. I think I might be teetering towards a mild depression, everything and everyone has annoyed me, especially P & H's oldest. I find her whiny, demanding and lazy all things I knew she was before I moved in but I'm having trouble being tolerant lately. I think the infrequent (and unfulfilling when had at all) sex, less money and more responsibility is getting to me. I haven't been exercising or sleeping well and the early mornings for work are killing me and winter is on the way. Everything combined is pushing me a bit over the edge.  Oh and my sons father decided that Orion should have a gun for his 20th birthday. As you can imagine I'm less than thrilled with the choice, even if it is an antique that Ri plans on hanging on a wall as a decoration. It's a functioning weapon and I wish he'd given him something else. I know that Ri is old enough to own a gun (he

Mondays generally suck but this morning I was surprised to find out that I won $50 on a raffle calendar that I bought from a colleague. Who says high school football is worthless? Not me ;)

It's been a weird few weeks in my sexy world, weird in that honestly haven't wanted anything to do with sex at all. I haven't been able to come up with any ideas for a Jake & Emily story. The few times that sex has come up in real life (not frequently because the only person I currently get to fuck is almost never around because...work) I haven't really enjoyed it. I was bored, my mind wandered, and honestly it was hurried. I was "closed for maintenance" this week which I guess might explain why I've been disinterested this week. I blew the guy a couple times, normally it's fun for me to watch him enjoy a blow. This morning all I could think was "If he finishes fast enough I might be able to go back to sleep." I didn't. And for the record, a few hours later he and H were behind locked doors, so he wouldn't have been "ignored" today. I could have just slept more. This upset me far more than it should have. The other blow

We all have that one friend that says they are going to write a book someday, right?  Guess What? MY FRIEND LENA REALLY DID WRITE HER BOOK!!!  Actually she wrote a 3 book series because she's an overachiever like that. The first book is officially published and available on Amazon and the 2nd is available for preorder. The third will be released in early 2017!  Seriously, how cool is that? Someone I'm close to got it together and actually made her dream of being a romance writer a reality. To say that I'm proud of her would be an understatement. I also feel personally invested in these books. She wrote the first few chapters of the series while watching me sweat and jiggle on the treadmill (hey she went willingly, I warned her!)  So the books... they are fun, silly romance novels perfect for a cool fall night when you're curled up with a blanket and a cup of whatever it is you drink. Lena is a hopeless romantic herself so you know these books are

I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE IT! I was shocked this morning when I got a text from UPS that said it was out for delivery. They had changed the delivery day to Monday but I guess things went faster than expected somewhere along the line.  Whatever happened, I'm so glad it did! And Amazon really came through by delivering Bina's new phone case and my cute new shirt. I should really play the lottery this weekend :-) Know what else I love? That it was so freaking easy to set up. It took longer to download the OS update than it did to get all my apps and info back on the phone. Thank you APPLE!  Seriously in less than 15 minutes I was seamlessly transitioned from my 6 to my 7. Orion's transition from the 5 to the 6 was quick and easy too. B's was a little more difficult, but managed. Hooray new phones all around. I worked from home today because it's P's last Friday off (his company has been on 4 day work week all summer.) I'm going to miss him next week, I look forwar